VoiCes!

How can I hate you?
I’m not done hating myself!
How can I love you?
I can’t get me to love myself!

Make it stop!
(Please make it stop!)
The war inside my head,
Make it stop!
(Please make it stop!)
These damn voices rust my mind!

How can I feel you?
I’m still using needles to feel the pain!
How can I help you?
These voices have become my bane!

Make it stop!
(Please make it stop!)
The war inside my head,
Make it stop!
(Please make it stop!)
These damn voices rust my mind!

These demons… they drive me wild
Not your demons…. Only mine!!
I would help you if I could
Damn the rust in my mind!!

I look at the mirror
I scream at what I see!!
I tried to be your savior
Now I wish you would save me!!

Make it stop!
(Please make it stop!)
The war inside my head,
Make it stop!
(Please make it stop!)
These damn voices rust my mind!

I hate it…

I fear it…

I loath it…

But still I bear it…

I hate you!
No… I just hate me
I hate me!
No….its just in my mind

Make it stop!
(Please make it stop!)
The war inside my head,
Make it stop!
(Please make it stop!)
These damn voices rust my mind!

I can’t live with it,
Its twisting me!!
I can’t die with it,
Voices…evil voices in me!!

Make it stop!
(Please make it stop!)
The war inside my head,
Make it stop!
(Please make it stop!)
These damn voices rust my mind!

Get them out of me
These damn voices corroding me
The tell me I am evil
Please…save me from me!

Please…save me from me!

Please…save me from me!

As always for you!

....as always for you
my bleeding eyes cry red tears....
...as always for you
my heart fills with frozen fears....

...as always for you
my palms burn with sinful lust...
....as always for you
my soul retches for a reason unjust...

...as always for you
my lips quiver with eternal wait....
...as always for you
i dread your leaving gait...

...as always for you
these thoughts keep haunting me...
... as always for you
a blackened angel i must be...

...as always for you
I can't see the pain flow...
...as always for you
say it...say you will never go....

...as always for you
my bleeding eyes cry red tears...
...as always for you
my heart fills with frozen fears!