Sunday, April 6, 2008

Twisted Tears!

I jerked your neck,
Emptied the barrel in your brow!
You fall to the floor,
It’s all over now!

I saved you from your sin
Added one to my own
No one would ever win
With you, I’ve slain my soul!

Why did it have to end this way?
I ask your life drained eye.
Silence is no comfort
As darkness descends upon my life.


I fall too, at your feet
Beside your mortal shell!
I stare at my bloodstained palm
I’m already in hell!

My head echoes with memories
Not the end, but how we once were!
Your smile, my treasure,
You won’t smile anymore!


My reflection in your red lake
I can’t recognize me!
The gun slips away
Hate, hate, hate is all I see!

It’s true, I hate you!
I hate you
But more than that
I hate, I hate loving you!

You look so calm lying all broken
All your evil guile now gone!
Like the first day, minus the blood
What have I done?


The winter cold grips, frozen colder
Grief wells in me
Looking upwards at the supposed “higher power”
Couldn’t you save her from me?


No penance, no vengeance!
No retribution, no redemption!
Nothing there to live for,
I’ve just killed the only one I’d die for!


You blood, my sweat,
Our tears!
My fist, the wall,
Our scars!

Then the light
Like an angel shines on me!
I vow to be with you
From here to eternity!

Peace fills me, I know what to do
One more bullet, I need to use
I close my eyes; pull the trigger once more,
The last of my twisted tears falls on you!!

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