My Oblivion

Secluded rapture of a life unseen
I dwell within these emotional seams
Shunned by the accepted light,
Hiding behind the black curtains
These black curtains of mine!
Uncried sorrows and joys devoid of smile,
I’m living a life not worthwhile!
Retreating to the dark silhouettes
The dark confines of my mind!
Extinguished, the flame of existence that once burnt
Banished to the shadowy silence of this pathetic lie!
Speak in whispers; there is never anyone to hear
The grieving epiphany, my symphony dirge!
Forever unforgiven, always forgotten,
His Hand seems to have missed me!
The skies above eternally overcast
Flourishing with the demons of my hurtful past!
Dreams bring release, but they too seem to cease,
The line between sleep and black grows faint,
Colors degenerate, embraced by grey!
You’d be better off let me be,
Hibernating in this eternal mental void
This sweet oblivion in me!!